I’ve been slacking on Tumblr.
I’ve just been busy with life & it’s been thrilling. The past two weeks have me feeling overworked, but at the same time I feel refreshed. I’ve gotten a lot of things done, gotten so many opportunities to better my life…I feel even more independent & free than I did before. I’ve spent a lot of my days off of work out, getting things done. Don’t get me wrong, I lay in bed for a good 3 hours before starting my day…but I’ve also been waking up around 7-8 o’ clock in the morning. I’m really good with getting things done when I need to. So, I won’t laze around for too long.
I recently got a new car :D !! Audi A4 Turbo Convertible! I’m still in disbelief it’s my car & I got it last Saturday. A lot of people have been saying they were happy for me & that I deserve it for working so hard. I can’t tell you how much I appreciate hearing that. It’s a great feeling knowing you worked so hard & it paying off. I’ve gotten the promotion I’ve been casually working for (I’ve come to the conclusion it comes naturally to me) & I think I’m going to use it to my advantage & aim towards the Visual District. I’ve always had a itch for Interior Designs. I’ve been living on my own for 5 years, I may have lived with a boyfriend at some point of it but I’ve always taken care of my own shit & I’ve paid for everything I’ve own, myself. My parents & boyfriend are always willing to help me & I’m extremely, extremely thankful & lucky to have what I have in my life. Other people, can’t be happy for any one else but themselves. I have no room for negative people, they’re irritating. I can see right through a lot of people. I know when someone is being fake or putting up a front. Get over yourself. Don’t bad mouth a person & then act all cute & nice to them the next day.
On a new note, I’m loving that I’ve been going to the beach a lot more now. I’m so dark now. I can’t wait till the ends of hair starts lighting up like it use to. Going to the beach every week, sometimes more than once, was always one of my favorite things to do.
I was thinking about deleting my Tumblr account but I think I’ll keep it. It’s good to take a step back & reflect on all the great things life has to offer. So, bare with me :)
- also see Alcohol and Intoxication
1 To be drunk in a dream means that we are abandoning ourselves to irrational forces. We want to be free from responsibility and from having inhibitions.
2 Being drunk indicates the need to reconnect with a part of ourselves which can tolerate inappropriate behavior. In previous societies it was an accepted part of life that, at certain times, drunkenness was allowed as a way of celebration or as a release of tension - hence the term a ‘Bacchanalian revel’.
I was told when I was younger that I had the rest of my life to be an adult. I always tend to think I’m too responsible and mature for my age. When I was around 14 or 15 years old…I was told I was wiser beyond my years.
I need to be wild & free a little bit longer.
- says my conscious.
I felt as if I was laying on a cloud & floating upto the sky…I saw the sun, from 2 feet away. Amazing.
